The topic I am to share today is what actually I have been going through since a couple of month. Since, childhood I have been a tough kind, hard to crack type girl. I had and still have lots of questions in every situation. My mind a constant running wheel that never agrees to settle down. Amongst many issues, the topic of God always fascinates me. I had loads of questions about him in my childhood. And most of the time the query ended up in scolding as it started hurting their belief system…….And so, i stopped asking them and started developing my own belief system.
Now, am married and have a 2 yr old beautiful girl. My life a hectic cycle where 24 hrs seems nothing. And particularly since this past couple of months, I am losing control over everything. I am just constantly running, shouting over my super active child. I am not having time for myself. And in this constant busy chaotic schedule, I am moving far away from God each and every moment. I don’t get any spare time to spent in front of God. My meditations have stopped.. I am moving to a zone where I don’t know myself.. Peace is absent.
I am not a strict rule following believer of God. Never have I been. But, i have always managed to have my space shared with God. I just close my eyes for few minutes and think of him and I am rejuvenated and all Sorted out. I feel alive, hopeful, content and most importantly happy. This few minutes of connection daily is enough for me to stay strong and face life energetically..
Now, neither I get time nor a peaceful mind to think of him. And with this slowly I am feeling like a lost child.
Now, actually and in real sense I realise the power of God. To be connected with him, you do not have to give loads, just a few moments daily for him is enough . Those few moments are more than enough to strengthen you inside out. That’s the power of the Supreme in our lives.. Cutting out those few moments from our daily lives makes us lose control of the connections we have with him and our own selves…
Guys, prayer is very important. Connection with the Supreme is very essential for our own development and well being..
I hope to be back in track very soon and I miss the connection with him too. Have you felt the way I am at this moment? Please , do comment.