Its 1.am dark and cold outside. Struggling for sleep, I decided reading. And grabbed RHONDA BYRNE’S, THE SECRET. A gift from my sis in law…. I went on page after page. 2 hour passed. I still was awake. But this time, not of any anxiety, but wonders in my eyes.
Whatever I read, holded answers for my many unanswered moments. It was like finding back something which was always present, but somehow lost. Right at that minute,I found myself revisiting my entire lived life; the way I took it, the way my thoughts were, then. And then I started realizing that, what I have made of me now.
Excuse me for not going through every single details. It’s an overall overview of my realizations.
When I looked back, my life holds certain accomplished incidents which, when I think of it now, seems so much impossible and so much not like me. I feel both scared, and strong, at the same time, when I am revisiting my life here, tonight. My life is full of achievements of events, which were impossible for a normal girl to achieve, and also, it contains all those routine possible events, for which I had to struggle very hard but never achieved..
In this, cold, dark, and sleepless night, I got one thing very clear.
The thing, that this book speaks about. I will explain to you now as I did to myself.
WHAT WAS I THEN??
I was young, happy and fearless. Over thinking and competition were never my game. I was a happy go lucky kid. Though, I never was a high achiever but, satisfaction was all I ever understood. To be happy and in peace within myself was what always mattered, and I knew of nothing, but, to flow with the time. I was the leader of my group. Not that I preferred to be but now if I am to say, I was like a magnet attracting kids of all ages. They saw me courageous, and courageous was I without any doubt. I never feared for the consequences that would follow my acts. Whatever touched my heart, I followed it with it. Negativity never touched me. When I was in, I was in. No ifs and buts. No shortcuts. Now, this description may seem heroic if you read, but trust me, in reality, people call them fool. Yes,I was tagged fool, casual, and someone not taking life seriously. BUT ATLEAST I WAS HAPPY THEN.
WHAT AM I NOW??
I am a girl of fear who over thinks every situation so as not to make any mistakes, whatsoever . I have learnt to shut down my hearts call so as to tune in with this society.
WHAT I GOT??
Failure, failure and failure. Everywhere and in everything. No matter how much sweat and years I have put on.
WHAT I LEARNED??
When you don’t take life too seriously and, when you let go and let god, all impossible things starts happening in the most smooth way possible.
- Never give space to fear. Because fear never comes alone. It carries it’s own baggage of doubts, questions, and negativity. When fear creaps in, you hold doubts ,which in turn never allows your mind to let go. And this is the starting point of all your difficulties…
- Be brave and fearless, when you know that you are doing something which your heart needs you to do. Even if fear knocks, just don’t entertain it. Trust in your heart coz your heart has a direct connection with the universe. Trust you are safe.
- Trust , trust and trust the universe. Be a person who never doubts this universe. Believe that you are always safe, no matter what.
BELIEVING IS THE ONLY MANTRA FOR EVERY SUCCESS.
THIS WORLD IS NOW MOVING, SUN , MOON AND PLANETS, AND ALL THE STARS ARE MOVING, WE ARE BREATHING…….BUT WHO IS THE GUARANTOR?
WHO GUARANTEES THAT TOMORROW WILL ALSO BE THE SAME. ..NO ONE..
EVERYTHING RUNS IN JUST ONE SIMPLE THING, BELIEF…
BELIEVE AND EXPERIENCE ALL THE MIRACLES, RIGHT HERE IN THIS CRAZY WORLD.
Be happy and blessed