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First of all, I am very much sorry as well as ashamed to show my face (or blog or whatever u take it to be) after such a long break , but do consider my apology for I am dealing with some personal chaos here….

So, HOW ARE YOU , MY FRIENDS??

The pic. Down below have made a mark in my heart so deep that I had to express this here with all you friends…

Tell me , what you felt the moment you saw this little beautiful kid…,,👇👇..

I felt true happiness and lot of dreams in her eyes..

I felt pain in my heart as I felt bad for her cruel situation..

I felt restless because I know I can’t do anything for her..

Then, I hugged my own daughter and kissed her forehead…

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I don’t know what we can really do for the betterment of these kids… But, atleast what we each single one can do is always respect food. And never waste it or insult it. Cut short our high artificial demands as we MUST always realize that there are these small kids who have same stomach and same hunger as we have, but the difference is they have to struggle for their hunger each n every single second…

Teach your kids to respect food and value everything they have.. please

Every kids are precious..

Love all

Deepanwita Sarmah

01/01/2020💕💟👼

A VERY VERY AND VERY HAPPY, PROSPEROUS AND FULFILLING NEW YEAR..

Today morning when I went up my terrace, I breathed some very breezy, very energetic, very soothing and most importantly very very much promising air. I felt something I had never felt in any past new years.. I felt as if the universe was promising a fresh beginning, the fulfillment of dreams , those dreamt with pure souls and rock steady beliefs…I controlled my tears . why it wanted to come I don’t know…

With my firm belief , I want to assure you all a very fulfilling and amazing new year. MAY THIS 2020 BE A DREAM FULFILLMENT YEAR IN OUR HISTORY…..

LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH

Deepanwita Sarmah.

Every reason to believe in the unbelievable….

Its 1.am dark and cold outside. Struggling for sleep, I decided reading. And grabbed RHONDA BYRNE’S, THE SECRET. A gift from my sis in law…. I went on page after page. 2 hour passed. I still was awake. But this time, not of any anxiety, but wonders in my eyes.

Whatever I read, holded answers for my many unanswered moments. It was like finding back something which was always present, but somehow lost. Right at that minute,I found myself revisiting my entire lived life; the way I took it, the way my thoughts were, then. And then I started realizing that, what I have made of me now.

Excuse me for not going through every single details. It’s an overall overview of my realizations.

When I looked back, my life holds certain accomplished incidents which, when I think of it now, seems so much impossible and so much not like me. I feel both scared, and strong, at the same time, when I am revisiting my life here, tonight. My life is full of achievements of events, which were impossible for a normal girl to achieve, and also, it contains all those routine possible events, for which I had to struggle very hard but never achieved..

In this, cold, dark, and sleepless night, I got one thing very clear.

The thing, that this book speaks about. I will explain to you now as I did to myself.

WHAT WAS I THEN??

I was young, happy and fearless. Over thinking and competition were never my game. I was a happy go lucky kid. Though, I never was a high achiever but, satisfaction was all I ever understood. To be happy and in peace within myself was what always mattered, and I knew of nothing, but, to flow with the time. I was the leader of my group. Not that I preferred to be but now if I am to say, I was like a magnet attracting kids of all ages. They saw me courageous, and courageous was I without any doubt. I never feared for the consequences that would follow my acts. Whatever touched my heart, I followed it with it. Negativity never touched me. When I was in, I was in. No ifs and buts. No shortcuts. Now, this description may seem heroic if you read, but trust me, in reality, people call them fool. Yes,I was tagged fool, casual, and someone not taking life seriously. BUT ATLEAST I WAS HAPPY THEN.

WHAT AM I NOW??

I am a girl of fear who over thinks every situation so as not to make any mistakes, whatsoever . I have learnt to shut down my hearts call so as to tune in with this society.

WHAT I GOT??

Failure, failure and failure. Everywhere and in everything. No matter how much sweat and years I have put on.

WHAT I LEARNED??

  1. When you don’t take life too seriously and, when you let go and let god, all impossible things starts happening in the most smooth way possible.

  2. Never give space to fear. Because fear never comes alone. It carries it’s own baggage of doubts, questions, and negativity. When fear creaps in, you hold doubts ,which in turn never allows your mind to let go. And this is the starting point of all your difficulties…
  3. Be brave and fearless, when you know that you are doing something which your heart needs you to do. Even if fear knocks, just don’t entertain it. Trust in your heart coz your heart has a direct connection with the universe. Trust you are safe.
  4. Trust , trust and trust the universe. Be a person who never doubts this universe. Believe that you are always safe, no matter what.

BELIEVING IS THE ONLY MANTRA FOR EVERY SUCCESS.

THIS WORLD IS NOW MOVING, SUN , MOON AND PLANETS, AND ALL THE STARS ARE MOVING, WE ARE BREATHING…….BUT WHO IS THE GUARANTOR?

WHO GUARANTEES THAT TOMORROW WILL ALSO BE THE SAME. ..NO ONE..

EVERYTHING RUNS IN JUST ONE SIMPLE THING, BELIEF…

BELIEVE AND EXPERIENCE ALL THE MIRACLES, RIGHT HERE IN THIS CRAZY WORLD.

Thank you,

Be happy and blessed

Always,

Pain is the beginning of every big change

Nothing great has ever happened without the suffering of pain..

Pain is the beginning of every change.

And, pain comes as the result of expectations we put outside there..

Pain infuses inside us very strong emotions and pain also puts us with the greatest responsibility of stepping back a step and re view the situation to channelize those emotions in the most proper way…

By this way, we can turn ourselves to a better version of us each and every single moment of our life.. we can easily transform ourselves to a state where pain loses its power over us permanently….

And this is called awakening…

But trust me , the process is heart breaking in the beginning but the efforts you put in healing yourself throughout the road is a very peaceful one and the destination you finally arrive is what I call your true soul purpose in this universe…

Smile is magic..

That one thing I have learned in my 3 years of marriage is really awesome and transformational…

Fighting, shouting, crying, bad mouthing, and begging for your rights is an act of weak person..

Because the more you shout the more you lose control over a situation and yourself presenting your very self as an idiot in front of that other person…Even worse, your health deteriorates, you emit a negative vibration which only affects you.

You must never forget that the ones who really loves and cares about you will never let those situations enter your by life in the first place. And if that tagged loved one of yours brings nothing but misery to your life then trust me you all, they don’t even deserve your time. Why to even bother to think and loss energy.

And reacting hot headed like only empowers them and place you in a stupid place..

There’s ONLY ONE MANTRA:

KEEP YOUR CALM AND THEN ACT..

Only Foolish consider that bad-mouthing someone is the victory of themselves. Actually the reverse is true…

The best weapon that guarantees a win over every adverse situation is your smile.

With a cool calm smile you can drop a bucket full of ice in that other persons attitudes.. trust me they will instantly be disarmed…

So , just experiment with it. I know easy said than done… But practice is what makes you perfect…

Stay strong.

Stay empowered..

A smile is the language of strength..

Thoughts…..

Have you ever noticed, the thing that you fear the most actually enters your life sooner or later..

Why??

Because by concentrating on it you are actually giving a firm invitation to it…

But with this reality comes another truth,

The time when the fear hits you in your head is the time when the fear actually starts losing its power over you…

So never ever treat fear as powerful.. it is not..You are powerful..

Whatever collides with you loses its power and you always are the winner..

JUST BELIEVE IN YOU AND THIS UNIVERSE.

YOU ARE NEVER LEFT ALONE BY GOD..

YOU ARE LOVED

ALWAYS..

Life happens..

It’s completely ok .

Life happens.

All alone with a child to take care of..

Father irresponsible..

Not a penny in any pocket..

No house to take shelter..

No job..

Already late in admitting the kid in school..

Have to file a divorce..

Have to find a job without any experience..

Have to take a room in rent..

Have to admit the kid in school this year..

I don’t know where to start from..

worst life scenario..

Nothing bad is left to happen ..

I am frightened..

I am shaken..

I am hurt and broken..

But I choose to live.

I choose to fight back harder.

I choose to make a beautiful journey ahead with my kid..And,

No matter in how much bad condition I am in right now,

I choose trust again

I choose love again

Because,

I choose life again.

Because it’s completely ok. Life happens..

No big deal..

For I know I will make it. I may be a little late but I will make it.

No matter what happens, life makes us more stronger .

Always keep changing your glasses and see that life is really beautiful…